There is no stopping the elements that made us.

Last day of class. Last day of this semester. Last day of having to go to “The Place That Hurts”. 1 week from tomorrow, all will be done. The summer will have started for me.

If it can die, it can be killed.

It has been a long, heavy semester. I never want to repeat this past semester. I’ve heard that these years can be hard for most students. I hear that it’s like ripping a 4-year long metal stake out of your side. 

Migraine Bulbs

I couldn’t sleep last night, and was in desperate need of something to kill the pain behind my eyes. I was tired, but my eyes were still awake, waiting for more stimulation. I don’t wish this pain for anyone. 

Estoy muriendo…

Just to think…only one year left. One year left of doing this all over again. I am in an infinite loop, where all the good things in life, appear only as shiny, distant unobtainable memories awaiting their occurance. Burning stars in the darkest black.

Sometimes I just sit at home and listen to Evangelos Odysseas Papathanassiou over and over. Blade Runner Blues…it’s no gimmick, I feel like one of those, replicants that needs family photos to presuppose its existence. 

What I remember from this picture is this: my brother playing with my presents, resulting in the death of my action figures (via our golden retriever, Brandie). Not a happy ending for Luke and Bo…Plastic Mauling.

 

Castle Village, where beaches and chidhoods collide.

This summer, I plan to go to the beach. Alone or with others. ….Hmm…I’ve never gone to the beach by myself, but somehow I think that might be weird. It’s like going to an amusement park alone…which makes you look like you’re hanging out with ghosts… and that appears so worrisome to friends and family. So, uh, come with me to the beach.